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(Update 9/9/9: I sent my manuscript to only one publisher. Much more editing needed to be accomplished. The excitement during this time of actually sending it out is the fuel that carries me to continue to pursue my dreams. It has been a hard 9 months since this day. More chapters have been added. But I have never let go of my dreams.

 When I go back and read this, I wonder how I even had the guts to do all these videos. But here they are.  They are like a time capsule which will remind me to always believe in myself. I have to walk my talk right?  I am on my way. You never know what life brings you. Take the punches and keep on kicking! )

This 21 day journey, which started out on a whim, has been so amazing for me. First of all, I got my book out! This is HUGE for me!!! I have been dreaming of this forever. I feel like came out of the closet, as a writer. I am soooooo excited to share my message of greater love into this world. When I get doubts that this book will be a success, I remind myselft that it was written from the depths of my heart and I was surrendered to God in the moment. That is all what matters and if doing this 21 day journey was God’s way of pushing me to get this book out, then so be it. God is leading me now. He can be the captain, I will be the co-pilot enjoying the ride.

 I am feeling so happy, creative and with a zest for life that I never really had. I am in love with life! I appreciate life because I almost lost it six years ago. Did I have one of those NDE(near death experiences) that so many people talk about? Maybe. I was not conscious of seeing a tunnel or a light. When I muster all my focus to remember that moment of the impact of my car accident which nearly took my life, all I remember is seeing some feet glowing near my car, as if someone, or some angel was there protecting me. Continue Reading->

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At first I felt I wasn’t productive because I didn’t work on the real estate. But then, I did go to the gym(vital for my well being), and I listened to some teleseminars about publishing and got a better idea how to write my book proposal and other great ideas. Then I started to feel guilty for working on my dream. I think my brain gets confused sometimes. I have surrendered to God that whatever is in my highest good…my own destiny….that I be led.  I have the intention of creating my life in a whole new way. No more struggle, just simply led as if by angel wings carrying me to the next step.

My guilt comes from that strong focused work eithic that I always have had and since I have identified myself as a real estate broker for 23 years, it is sometimes hard to identify myself as an author. I did get the sense around nine months ago that I could start identifying as an author, but I suppose the mind plays tricks on me, as “well where is the book?” It is real, it is 95% already created and it already exists. So today I stopped feeling guilty of doing what I was led to do.

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