In a letter to his daughters, President elect Obama tells them that they were the ones who inspired him to become President. He hopes for their children to realize their dreams. Most inspirations come from the true heart. If this is so, then I can see why he became president. This country needs a vision from the heart for the children. http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20090115/ts_alt_afp/uspoliticsobamachildren.
Having gone thru several challenges as a single mother of a 15 year old son, I can truly say that it is my son that has given me the momentum to never give up. The love, laughter and innocence of his heart is what gives me the same. I can remain as a child at heart with the daily mirroring of this wonderful child I have been blessed with. Adults were once children. He is now in between becoming a man. I sure hope he keeps the child within him alive so that he can dream to no end and create the life he is destined to. It is my job to love him every day of my life and discipline him lovingly so he knows certain boundaries of respect and work ethic so that he can become an adult that can contribute something positively into this world. My home may have been “broken up” because I got divorced, but my dreams are not broken.
After having such a stressful day yesterday, when I woke up today, I put my mind that the first thing I would do after taking my son to school was to sit and write for two hours minimum. And I did! I was so happy. I really feel this is my passion and my biggest wish is that I could do this full time. I noticed watching myself the dramatic difference when I go from extreme left brain to right brain mode. It’s very bizarre seeing it.
Of course, money is an issue, so I have to work! I think I may have buried deep in my subconscious that I can’t have fun and make money at the same time. I want to let go of this big thought right now. I feel I am very close to achieving my dreams. It has been a long road, but I will never give up. I believe one of the secrets of The Secret and the law of attraction is to let go of any attachment to the outcome and to put your heart into it besides the visioning.
I also talk about my best friend who has done a website called www.peaceloveworld.com which was inspired by three friends.(I am one of them).
Once I start exercising, I really feel the movement of my less than positive thoughts start to shake out. I am glad I didn’t lay down and cover my head in the pillow. Sometimes no matter how upbeat I try to remain, the fact is that the environment out there is not so great. The stock market keeps tanking, the automobile industry is hanging on a thread, just like me. And getting new bank listings is slow motion.
Exercise gets me back in my better state of mind where I continue to believe in all the effort I have done so far with real estate and my dream of publishing my book. I woke up this morning with the thought that I have to believe with all my heart that it has value and never stop believing that, even if my left brain kicks in and starts doubting.
At first I felt I wasn’t productive because I didn’t work on the real estate. But then, I did go to the gym(vital for my well being), and I listened to some teleseminars about publishing and got a better idea how to write my book proposal and other great ideas. Then I started to feel guilty for working on my dream. I think my brain gets confused sometimes. I have surrendered to God that whatever is in my highest good…my own destiny….that I be led. I have the intention of creating my life in a whole new way. No more struggle, just simply led as if by angel wings carrying me to the next step.
My guilt comes from that strong focused work eithic that I always have had and since I have identified myself as a real estate broker for 23 years, it is sometimes hard to identify myself as an author. I did get the sense around nine months ago that I could start identifying as an author, but I suppose the mind plays tricks on me, as “well where is the book?” It is real, it is 95% already created and it already exists. So today I stopped feeling guilty of doing what I was led to do.
Today I felt in the first time in maybe a year that things were getting back to “normal”. I put that in quotes because I really don’t know what normal really is anymore. My life is constantly being challenged and I keep moving, adapting and changing. Could it be that when you constantly vision and dream, the challenges come in to test your resolve and strength because by the time you get to the nitty gritty, and really manifesting the dream, you have to utilize your left brain abilities and get things done! I think that alot of people give up before manifesting because of lack of confidence and lack of persistence and of course distractions. I am totally guilty of distractions. I finally regained my confidence – because I am back to ME…I am being more of who I am authentically, away from negative people.
In a letter to his daughters, President elect Obama tells them that they were the ones who inspired him to become President. He hopes for their children to realize their dreams. Most inspirations come from the true heart. If this is so, then I can see why he became president. This country needs a vision from the heart for the children. http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20090115/ts_alt_afp/uspoliticsobamachildren.
