Watch this video of a guy planning to propose on the Brooklyn Bridge, and then the ring falls through the crack. Instead of despairing, he goes to find the ring. Luckily, he finds it and even though the band got a little messed up, the diamond stayed intact. That is how our true heart is sparkling like a diamond, maybe with some flaws, but strong as steel. This is my wow story of the week.
After having such a stressful day yesterday, when I woke up today, I put my mind that the first thing I would do after taking my son to school was to sit and write for two hours minimum. And I did! I was so happy. I really feel this is my passion and my biggest wish is that I could do this full time. I noticed watching myself the dramatic difference when I go from extreme left brain to right brain mode. It’s very bizarre seeing it.
Of course, money is an issue, so I have to work! I think I may have buried deep in my subconscious that I can’t have fun and make money at the same time. I want to let go of this big thought right now. I feel I am very close to achieving my dreams. It has been a long road, but I will never give up. I believe one of the secrets of The Secret and the law of attraction is to let go of any attachment to the outcome and to put your heart into it besides the visioning.
I also talk about my best friend who has done a website called www.peaceloveworld.com which was inspired by three friends.(I am one of them).
Once I start exercising, I really feel the movement of my less than positive thoughts start to shake out. I am glad I didn’t lay down and cover my head in the pillow. Sometimes no matter how upbeat I try to remain, the fact is that the environment out there is not so great. The stock market keeps tanking, the automobile industry is hanging on a thread, just like me. And getting new bank listings is slow motion.
Exercise gets me back in my better state of mind where I continue to believe in all the effort I have done so far with real estate and my dream of publishing my book. I woke up this morning with the thought that I have to believe with all my heart that it has value and never stop believing that, even if my left brain kicks in and starts doubting.
I am off the the gym to get out of the mess of my house. Since intent is so important I share a story of my near despair last week, when I almost gave up on all the things I was “doing” and went to pray and meditate at a friends store. I prayed to St. Judas Tadeo to send me a miracle last week. If this is part of the miracle, to have more tests of the strength of your heart and therefore greater self empowerment, then I am in acceptance. I can utilize this strength with my focused intention to move forward no matter what challenge comes my way.
I woke up this morning feeling like I had a ton of bricks on my head. I woke up almost at 11AM even though I stayed home last night and transcribed part of my book. I think the headache was from seeing the house in a total mess, with dust, debris and everything out of order. I still have no water, but as everything in life, this too shall pass. Sparky is still in need of attention and by giving him love, he responds without frustration in his wound. The plumbers show me the clogged pipes and I compare this to a clogged artery in the heart.