In my last post, I was very stressed. The day before that I had eaten the wrong foods, didn’t exercise or meditate. That caused me to have a very off day the next day. My mother came over and after she left my house, she ended up having a small car accident. I am not saying that she had that because I ate the wrong food! I am simply stating that, since there is alot of stress out there, including silent suffering, which could be worse healthwise, in these critical times, staying balanced is essential. Mind, body and spirit must work in harmony with each other so you don’t end up being a basket case or nerveball. So exercise, eat right and nourish your soul. Continue Reading->
After having such a stressful day yesterday, when I woke up today, I put my mind that the first thing I would do after taking my son to school was to sit and write for two hours minimum. And I did! I was so happy. I really feel this is my passion and my biggest wish is that I could do this full time. I noticed watching myself the dramatic difference when I go from extreme left brain to right brain mode. It’s very bizarre seeing it.
Of course, money is an issue, so I have to work! I think I may have buried deep in my subconscious that I can’t have fun and make money at the same time. I want to let go of this big thought right now. I feel I am very close to achieving my dreams. It has been a long road, but I will never give up. I believe one of the secrets of The Secret and the law of attraction is to let go of any attachment to the outcome and to put your heart into it besides the visioning.
I also talk about my best friend who has done a website called www.peaceloveworld.com which was inspired by three friends.(I am one of them).
At first I felt I wasn’t productive because I didn’t work on the real estate. But then, I did go to the gym(vital for my well being), and I listened to some teleseminars about publishing and got a better idea how to write my book proposal and other great ideas. Then I started to feel guilty for working on my dream. I think my brain gets confused sometimes. I have surrendered to God that whatever is in my highest good…my own destiny….that I be led. I have the intention of creating my life in a whole new way. No more struggle, just simply led as if by angel wings carrying me to the next step.
My guilt comes from that strong focused work eithic that I always have had and since I have identified myself as a real estate broker for 23 years, it is sometimes hard to identify myself as an author. I did get the sense around nine months ago that I could start identifying as an author, but I suppose the mind plays tricks on me, as “well where is the book?” It is real, it is 95% already created and it already exists. So today I stopped feeling guilty of doing what I was led to do.
In my last post, I was very stressed. The day before that I had eaten the wrong foods, didn’t exercise or meditate. That caused me to have a very off day the next day. My mother came over and after she left my house, she ended up having a small car accident. I am not saying that she had that because I ate the wrong food! I am simply stating that, since there is alot of stress out there, including silent suffering, which could be worse healthwise, in these critical times, staying balanced is essential. Mind, body and spirit must work in harmony with each other so you don’t end up being a basket case or nerveball. So exercise, eat right and nourish your soul. Continue Reading-> 
