Six years ago today, I had my “accident” and NDE(near death experience). I really don’t see it as an accident anymore. It was really an opportunity for me to grow leaps and bounds. I was able to because I took the time to absorb and integrate a lot of symbols. During these past years, I attempted to understand many deeper workings. So today I am celebrating the rebirth by planting a couple of milkweed. These are butterfly plants where they lay the monarch butterflys lay their eggs. And since butterflys are a symbol of transformation, today is a good day for this. Continue Reading->
(Update 9/9/9: I sent my manuscript to only one publisher. Much more editing needed to be accomplished. The excitement during this time of actually sending it out is the fuel that carries me to continue to pursue my dreams. It has been a hard 9 months since this day. More chapters have been added. But I have never let go of my dreams.
When I go back and read this, I wonder how I even had the guts to do all these videos. But here they are. They are like a time capsule which will remind me to always believe in myself. I have to walk my talk right? I am on my way. You never know what life brings you. Take the punches and keep on kicking! )
This 21 day journey, which started out on a whim, has been so amazing for me. First of all, I got my book out! This is HUGE for me!!! I have been dreaming of this forever. I feel like came out of the closet, as a writer. I am soooooo excited to share my message of greater love into this world. When I get doubts that this book will be a success, I remind myselft that it was written from the depths of my heart and I was surrendered to God in the moment. That is all what matters and if doing this 21 day journey was God’s way of pushing me to get this book out, then so be it. God is leading me now. He can be the captain, I will be the co-pilot enjoying the ride.
I am feeling so happy, creative and with a zest for life that I never really had. I am in love with life! I appreciate life because I almost lost it six years ago. Did I have one of those NDE(near death experiences) that so many people talk about? Maybe. I was not conscious of seeing a tunnel or a light. When I muster all my focus to remember that moment of the impact of my car accident which nearly took my life, all I remember is seeing some feet glowing near my car, as if someone, or some angel was there protecting me. Continue Reading->
I woke up feeling very energetic. I was wondering if it was because I had been so creative in my writing the day before. I was ready to seize the day and do all my “to do’s” in my left brain mode. I talk about the importance of balancing both sides of the brain. After my accident, since I didn’t walk for one year I was not doing anything but lay down and recover. So it gave me alot of quiet time to think and meditate. I do believe something happened to me when I had a NDE(Near Death Experience). I don’t know how to explain it, but I know that something huge shifted in me in all my perceptions.
